My husband and I were having a very hard time last year. We had just moved to a new town where he had friends and I did not. I've always been very shy and hard a hard time adjusting from it being just me and him to him making his own friends and reconnecting with some. He met a single woman. I was jealous. They had planned to go hiking one weekend I was working. I asked my husband not to do this...saying I wasn't comfotable. He said he would not. Over the next few months, we were able to get our relationship back on track. The other day I found his email password and found all the emails between them. I discovered they did go hiking and had many lunches and some dinners. My husband put me in a negative light when he talked to her about me. So approached my husband about the hiking and lunches ect. He denied it all, saying they only went to lunch twice. I told him what I found and saw. He just said that it wasn't a good time last year but never admitted to any wrong doing. I'm filled with such hurt. Though I know I was in the wrong for trying to control through my jealousy, and I have since gotten over it, I'am so hurt by the lies. How do I move forward?